I deserve a cigarette I deserve to breathe noxious fumes into my lungs I deserve to always crave a cigarette I deserve to feel anxious if I do not have one
I deserve to feel guilty and weak I deserve to push my guilt onto others I deserve to get emphysema and lung cancer I deserve to pay for cigarettes
I deserve to smell disgusting I deserve to live in fear I deserve to spend any spare moment breathing noxious fumes I deserve to think I am getting something out of it