Sucking on a poison Calms me down no end Sucking on a poison Something on which I can depend Sucking on a poison Feels so safe to do Sucking on a poison Perverse, but oh so true Sucking on a poison If I didn't, my panic'd soar Sucking on a poison Exactly what I'm scared of, I'm not sure Sucking on a poison Does seem a little crazy Sucking on a poison How it started's a little hazy Sucking on a poison If I didn't, I'd go mad Sucking on a poison Please don't tell me that it's bad Sucking on a poison It'll be the death of me But sucking on a poison Can't ever see me being free Sucking on a poison Do it morning, noon and night Sucking on a poison Even though I know it isn't right Sucking on a poison Costs me money too But sucking on a poison Only way that I get through Sucking on a poison I consider it a reward Sucking on a poison Even do it when I'm bored Sucking on a poison Can you feel my pain? Sucking on a poison It's such a sad refrain